I had a wonderful reading with Witchy Poo and we spoke about heart healing. One thing she asked me to do was to imagine myself a young girl again and to send love to that little girl and tell her, "I will always love you and keep you safe."
So I made a spell candle for it:)
But I got into a fight in the back alley of my house. Witchy said that things like that are a trigger for me to send love to my heart so I lit the candle soon after getting into the fight. But the top of it exploded off and shot across the room when I lit it. So now it's broken.
I really exploded on this woman in the back alley who refused to move her car so that we could get into our parking spot. Looking back, I let myself get out of control because I wanted it to get physical. Now I'm glad it didn't. I think that the rage explosion blew out of my heart. Witchy and I did a heart-song healing and she noticed there was blockage so we focused light on my heart to break up the "clog". I think the rage is the diarrhea that my heart is shattting ouuuuut... I felt sick the whole rest of the day and yesterday but now I feel good.
Below is a picture my daughter drew of me after the altrication in the alley, which she witnessed and said that I was pretty scary.