loud dreaming

Right before or during my mensus, my dreams get very intense. My dream life is pretty vivid normally but sometimes I have one that just stays with me. I had one of those last night, and I started bleeding today.

I have a dream geography. There are places that repeat constantly. I have different dreams, but the places are always the same. A hotel with red paisley carpet. An indoor/outdoor mall that has a special indigenous peoples area. Within that area is a Bontanico with all kinds of Goddess and witchcraft items. Adjacent to the hotel is an airport. There is an apartment building near a beach, if I walk on that beach I come to a long inlet to an island where the people are all pagan, and there are pagan festivals all of the time. Its a sanctuary for me. There is also a small town in the mountains, surrounded by forest. Behind the town are mountain paths and secret places. Before reaching those places there is a yellow house on a hill, surrounded by oak trees. A group of women have turned the house into some sort of Goddess temple, along with a pre-school, and I go to many different functions in this house in many different dreams. Last night's dream started in this house.

I grabbed a group of little kids including my daughter and my godson. It was night and there was no moon. It was very dark. I couldn't see but I seemed to know where I was going. We wound up a small mountain trail, surrounded by forest. I came to a grove of trees. I couldn't see, but I knew that the trees circled around me in a half moon. I spread my arms wide and turned my palms upwards. The children were behind me, quiet but not necessarily paying attention to what I was doing. Suddenly, a snake fell from a branch above my head and it sank sharp fangs into my right hand. My hand and arm felt like it was on fire and I grabbed the body of the snake with my left hand, trying to yank it off. It let go but then bit my left hand. I tried to crush the snake in my fist and felt its little bones begin to break. But then I stopped when I realized that I might kill it. I didn't want to kill it. I just let go. It released my flesh and fell into the darkness. I was no longer afraid although the pain was intense. I told the children to go back down the mountain and call an ambulance from the yellow house. I felt like they would have no trouble finding their way back. I wondered for a moment if I was going to die, but that thought passed, and I sat quietly waiting.

Oh Lordisa am I hung over

I remember typing when I got home last night but I just re-read what I wrote. I think I like writing shit faced!

I dreamed last night that I was back at the bar and I had to pee really bad. I went into the bathroom stall but for some reason i chose to pee on the floor instead of in the toilet. As a river flowed from my stall into the others, all the women in the bathroom got very angry at me for peeing on the floor and I had to run out of the bathroom with my jeans still around my ankles. I then found a corner of the bar and peed there instead. My parents came into the bar and I told them that they had to drive me home because I was too drunk. They refused! I told them they were useless.

Apparently, I 've been talking in my sleep.

I'm in the dark and smoke is all around me. There is something so sinister, that is so close to me. I am afraid. I know in my heart the right vibration to defend mysel from this menace. it is a sound. I make the sound. "VVVVFWOAAAAAA" I make this vibration with sound and it forms a forcefield around me. I am safe.

"Mom! Why are you making that strange noise?" It's my daughter and I wake up and realize that I have been talking in my sleep.\

"I just had a weird dream, baby. I was just talking in my sleep." I reassure her but she insists on changing from the outside of the bed to the side that is against the wall. It feels safer for her.

"soooomaaaaaa" I say again in my sleep, as the dream did not leave me even though it was interrupted. My daughter tells me that she will go sleep with her grandma if I don't stop making scary noises. I laugh really hard because I actually realize how ridiculous I sound. She laughs too. The next day she laughs about it. She really thinks I'm a weirdo.

more dreams

I'm up early this morning with a stuffed up nose that I can't seem to blow enough. I think that I might be pmsing because I'm dreaming heavy again which is usually a sign that the flood gates are getting ready to open. Here's last night's latest installment from my twilight other world.

I was on a tour bus with other tourists riding down the coast of some very beautiful, tropical land. The water in the ocean was crystal clear and I could see all of the underwater life swimming around. All of the sudden, I saw the hugest whales swimming in the water. Everyone around me was exclaiming in awe. The tale alone on these whales was bigger than the tour bus itself. One whale jumped out of the water gracefully. However, this caused a huge tidal wave that was coming straight for us. I was terrified of getting washed into the ocean with the bus so I jumped out through a window and ran up a hillside. I watched the bus go into the water and the tiny, krill sized people were swallowed up by the magnificent whales.

a dream

The evening that Israeli ground troops moved into Gaza I had this dream. My home town, Green Valley, was invaded by outlaws. They came in trucks and closed off the canyon so that nobody could get out. I tried to use my cell phone to call my mother but it wouldn't work. I went to a payphone to call 911 and it said I needed to deposit 40 cents in order to call 911. I knew that nobody was going to come and save us and I needed to plan my own escape. I knew the mountains there better than anyone, and so I set off hiking my way to freedom.

weird dream last night

I was at some hotel/vacation resort with family.

I left the pool to go back to the hotel room to take a shower. The bathtub was filled with poopy toiletpaper and used tampons and everything was mushy and damp. There was a kaleidascope in the tub as well. I just got in there and started cleaning it all up with my bare hands, touching all of the tampons and pulling some bloody toiletpaper out of the drain. I think I knew all of the used tampons and toilet paper were mine and that's why I didn't care to use gloves. oh, and I was skinny again in my dream and didn't have any body issues about being in a bathing suit. I think I was getting ready to go on a date or something.